aku dan clinic

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim


Ola bebigurlz.it has been awhile.hoyeah.

Been busy.hell yeah busy this semester with clinic and all.

Having to handle patient is not that aint wallz at all der.
Everytime I have clinic, the night before, the cuakness is overload. Practise history taking cakap sengsorang is normal among us.
prepare with facts and theories in mind.
Ahahahahaha.speechless now.
no I aint whining.
just want to share.
Seeing patients, always make me feel thankful with what I have. I too want to do something for them.help them in any ways that I can.
its priceless.

Ok peeps

So the day after tomorrow is gonna be my clinical exam.
oh yeah.im struggling der to review all the three years lecture notes.

Gotta say, among all courses available. Ours is like medic where you can always find students fail the clinic subject each semester???
Mann.I pray to Allah that my batch will pass this subject for this sem.

you see we have three component for this clinic subject.
you fail any of them, you are considered to fail all.

Yeah.scary mehh.
but
Hmmm.ok.betulkan niat.
do pray for me.and me friends.
may Allah bless the ilmu that we learnt.

Pray for me dear.

Its time to keep moving eyyy.
dear distractions, I dont need you.
cause you dont need me.
wassalam beb.


Ohhh gelato.kih3.

aku dan kopi

Bismillahirahmanirrahim.

i just hope that everything will go well like i planned.
insha Allah.

dengan niat yang baik.
semoga ini akan menjadi satu permulaan yang baik.
untuk tahun ini dan seterusnya jika masih bernyawa.


i don't give a damn with the upcoming assumptions
if people get offended with what i'm going to do.

sebab that is something yang unnecessary
through and through.
so i won't do it.

utamakan apa yang Allah suka dari apa yang orang suka.
harap diri ini istiqamah.
 
because i know,
kerana langkah ini adalah perlu.

p/s: rindu ketenangan itu.

ada apa dengan a 'wish' jika nak dibandingkan dengan doa daripada orang yang tersayang?

aku dan manga

bismillahirahmanirrahim

WAKE! you've been sleeping.

and tell me what to believe in.

WAKE! you've been sleeping.

you pushed too far, now you're bleeding.

You fell so far,

you should have been a star.

And the light that you've been keeping inside.

Will guide you on your way.

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adalah perkara normal untuk menyimpang daripada tujuan asal which are:
1) wat assignment

2) carik info

3) study

 kepada aktiviti yang sangat berfaedah ini iaitu berbeloging *puiii*

if you look at my planner for this coming month which is April,

you'll know that it's wise for me to use this crucial mid semester break

to finish up those three things above.

*kui3*

fine.fine.i'll do it.

that is only after i take my breakfast. 

wake up me 'bertuah' brothers

then cleaning.house chores.

bla.bla.bla.bla.

 i wonder when i will finally start doing those three.

p/s: jangan menzalimi diri sendiri.

aku,dia dan kamu

Bismilahirahmanirrahim.

to be honest.
i find it interesting to learn all the theories, philosophy, counselling..
cos you get to associate the knowledge with your environment.
cos you get to understand how actually people minds work in certain kind of situation.
cos you get to learn the best way to educate your child in the future.
cos you get to know the best way to approach certain kind of person.
and.bla bla bla bla
takkan nak mention semua kan? dah macam learning objective pulop.
kihkihkih
well i assume others might find it boring, wasting of time and bla bla bla
but hey.
each people is different.
and me is not being judgemental here.
respect each others liking as long as it do not contradict to our religious teaching and morals.
how's that?
..........................
..........................
..tut..tut..tut..tut...
whatever it is,
i am thankful to the fact that i actually grown to like what i learn.
Alhamdulillah.

so, tomorrow we'll gonna have a picnic.
it's funny that i don't have any desires towards the event.
but my friends has been looking for it since the starting of this semester,
with all the plans and effort of picking the suitable date and all.
it's unfair for me to not being able to participate.
yes! thats it.
PARTICIPATE.
 reminder to me self.
do participate.

in this life, please do avoid extremely lack of liaison.
just because your mood hilang entah pi mana.
just because ignorance can be your best defence mechanism.
remember this.
it's not gonna work.

twenty-two years of living,
reminiscing.
i learn many things.
one of them is that,
it's true that you'll die alone.
and it's actually true that in this world,
no matter how hard life is or vice versa,
even if you have family and friends in the circle,
at the end the one that's going to make a decision about what happens
 is you after all.
what you choose.
what you perceive.
what you do.
will determine who you are
and will be counted later.
it will never be for naught.

so, always ask Allah for guidance.
may He grants what's best for us.
Aminn.

i don't know if this post satisfy my rumbling thoughts and silence rants

i just felt like typing. hewhewhew.
husnudzhon for esok and days onward.

p/s: pekehal nya jiran foreigner memekak time2 gini. PMS ke??

aku dan masa

bismilahirahmanirrahim

tahukah anda 

dok dang dang?

bismillahirahmanirrahim.

there's a lot of things in me mind at the moment.

and i wanna remember every tiny bits of it.

the five days of tak-perlu-hadir-ke-kelas brought me home.

we started our journey right after subuh prayer around 6.30 am.

and arrived entah tak ingat pukul beraper.

yang pasti. midvalley is the next destination. 11.30am.

dok dang kan?

dari berempat tinggal berdua apabila yang berdua tadi ada urusan lain.

masuk MPH. dari survey buku sampai ke kedai kasut membeli mangkuk kasut.

tup tup kat domino's pizza.

nampak tak tahap kempunan tak boleh ingat dah.

hewhewhew.

sementara menunggu pesanan makanan yng agak bnyak untuk 2 orang gadis menghabiskannya.

kami berbual.

you know girls talk.

dari citer family.anak buah.kakak.abang.tupai.kura-kura.pokok.kampung.

ZAPPPPPPPPPP

terus masuk part personal.hahaha. =.=

since i know her story is just like me except for the person.tempat.dan lain-lain.

JANGAN TANYA! confidential der.

i was surprised by myself i can actually slumber badak citer.

sebab for some stupid-malas-sengal

i refuse to talk about it to those who really know about it from the beginning.

hahaha.

dan she can guessed.

correctly.

guess she was alert when she came to my room one year ago.

guess she knows that i don't act like that with just anyone.

guess...

guess..

kihkihkih.

alhamdulillah.

it's nice to hear what i actually think/thought about it coming from her mouth.

sometimes. we need people to tell us back about things in our life.

it's some sort of re affirmation. untuk aku.

yang kerap terlupa. 

dan selalu goyah.

juga alpa.

untuk dia yang ku panggil akak.

terima kasih.

jazakillahu khairan.

my way of handling these kind of things is weird. idk.

and everytime encounter bnda2 yang boleh trigger balik bnda2 tu.

sungguh rasa tak best.

now. i know why one of my friend did what she did dulu.

semoga Allah tabahkan hati nya.

but seeing her now.

i can say that semua yang berlaku ada hikmahnya.

she's happy and deserve that kind of thing.

it was a lesson for us to learnt.

don't let the past makes us bitter, let it makes us BETTER.

so.stop regretting.and keep moving forward and smile.

some words from the novel that i've just finished:

"I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them"

:)