bismillahirahmanirrahim.

there's a lot of things in me mind at the moment.

and i wanna remember every tiny bits of it.

the five days of tak-perlu-hadir-ke-kelas brought me home.

we started our journey right after subuh prayer around 6.30 am.

and arrived entah tak ingat pukul beraper.

yang pasti. midvalley is the next destination. 11.30am.

dok dang kan?

dari berempat tinggal berdua apabila yang berdua tadi ada urusan lain.

masuk MPH. dari survey buku sampai ke kedai kasut membeli mangkuk kasut.

tup tup kat domino's pizza.

nampak tak tahap kempunan tak boleh ingat dah.

hewhewhew.

sementara menunggu pesanan makanan yng agak bnyak untuk 2 orang gadis menghabiskannya.

kami berbual.

you know girls talk.

dari citer family.anak buah.kakak.abang.tupai.kura-kura.pokok.kampung.

ZAPPPPPPPPPP

terus masuk part personal.hahaha. =.=

since i know her story is just like me except for the person.tempat.dan lain-lain.

JANGAN TANYA! confidential der.

i was surprised by myself i can actually slumber badak citer.

sebab for some stupid-malas-sengal

i refuse to talk about it to those who really know about it from the beginning.

hahaha.

dan she can guessed.

correctly.

guess she was alert when she came to my room one year ago.

guess she knows that i don't act like that with just anyone.

guess...

guess..

kihkihkih.

alhamdulillah.

it's nice to hear what i actually think/thought about it coming from her mouth.

sometimes. we need people to tell us back about things in our life.

it's some sort of re affirmation. untuk aku.

yang kerap terlupa. 

dan selalu goyah.

juga alpa.

untuk dia yang ku panggil akak.

terima kasih.

jazakillahu khairan.

my way of handling these kind of things is weird. idk.

and everytime encounter bnda2 yang boleh trigger balik bnda2 tu.

sungguh rasa tak best.

now. i know why one of my friend did what she did dulu.

semoga Allah tabahkan hati nya.

but seeing her now.

i can say that semua yang berlaku ada hikmahnya.

she's happy and deserve that kind of thing.

it was a lesson for us to learnt.

don't let the past makes us bitter, let it makes us BETTER.

so.stop regretting.and keep moving forward and smile.

some words from the novel that i've just finished:

"I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them"

:)